dot dot dot

http://dyyhadii.tumblr.com/

im blogging again, but not here

goodbye blog, it was fun while it lasted, i dont think i need you anymore,
maybe ill will post a random rant or two but expect anything more than that,
friends and love ones, please find me to know my recent activites ,
i will link some blogs/websites for your pleasure or entertaiment,
i will bring my tagboard back and leave a msg if you want me to link you or something

yours truly
dyy hadi

i feel like blogging right now

things have been like a river, flowing without any rocks in the way, im feeling content i guess, (macam paham aku nye last line)



i wanna talk about this "topic" which have been bothering me for awhile, since i left my secondary school days, i've met different kinds of people and i must say, its hard to be with all kinds of different people and try to agree with them to what they have to say, cause i know people who loves music, sports, bikes and many other kinds of interest/hobby, so sometimes i wonder, can one person be all? i think there is a possibility it could happen, but it would take a lot of hard work to do that, imagine someone having a band and the next day have a football match then the following day have a bike competiton, thats why human stick to one kind of hobbies or interest.and the hardest part is that, when one side have something to say about the other side, when one side doesnt understand the other side, you get what i mean? it bothers me because i lovee all three, and maybe i think too much haha

hello sorrow
you have come to play
to make my day
to turn light into dark

never have been this low
time moving real slow
hope to feel this time
with all your might

you giggle
you enjoy
im nuts
im sober

you are something
something i cant fight
cause you are me
yes i am you


im going nuts,can you understand what im trying to say people?

what kind of life do you want to live in? the happy go lucky guy who fullfill his time enjoying life to the max knowing that if he would to die he knows that he enjoyed life the way he wanted or the serious guy who get everything that he wishes for and fullfill his goals in life and when when he die he knows that he had done everything he wanted to do in life?

side track i have watch transformers revenge of the fallen and i must say i dont mind watching it again at the movies cause its worth every penny i spend on, everything was just nice, shia, megan fox,the robots,the story line, the action scenes,the comedy 9/10 i must say
go watch it!!

the more you hold something back, the more it will get worse, here is my message for both of you, if i turn out worst than what you thought, blame yourself for holding me back, yes both f you mom and dad

first i want to have hair like the picture below,



























then i want to perform on stages like this,



but its all in my wildest dreams right now, :(

even though she is far, i think she is the closest to HBT who knows me inside out,

its you syafirah, since you kindly wrote about me in your blog, now is my turn.
yup, like you said, we dont see eye to eye that often but we keep in touch with each other, thank you for technology. we share stories from family to friends to love life.thank you for being my listening ear. we should hang out soon.

in their eyes, im still a kid
in my eyes, i see no prize
what can i do?
i have to do something?
but to what extent?
sometimes feel like running
but to where?
who will be there?
and this doesnt help when a girl kept pestering me
how annoying
what a life i have
sorry for the emo post,
goodnight people
enjoy the videos i just posted in my videos box
thanks :)

since now i got the time in the world, i really really want to express what is in my mind now from happy things to sad stuffs to people i want to slap their faces..

ok first is the happy thoughts,errrr... holidays are near? errr... my face is back to normal but the scar is still there? errr..step 1 is clear, now to step 2 XD, see.. i dont have many happy thoughts now, ok yah! i slept the whole day(saturday) like a freaking pig! niceeeee
i got nothing to be sad actually to tell you the truth, more like content,is that the right word to use it?

ok this is the "i want the slap the faces of this people" thoughts, its not only happening to people i dont know but to people i know too, before i say anything, i would like to say sorry first if i offended any of you reading this section where im going to say many bad things bout this type of people,
i cant stand this kind of people. what kind of people you ask? the people who get really good grades and still got the balls or for girls no balls to say this(for example this particular person got an A for their maths and his/her score was 80) "ehhhh, i could have gotten full marks if i didnt do this bla bla bla" WTF??!! you got an A!! what more do you want? if you still got full marks, does it change the grade? yes? of course its a NO fucker!! this is what you call greedy and fucking cunt, i really feel like slapping this people with a horse dick to make them wake up and realise to be happy with what they have, fuck. if i got a B i would be so happy, i think this kind of people would die not getting an A,or easy said full marks, thats why there are cases of students killing themself.. hahaa.. they are stupid, smart with the books but dumb with their own minds.
back to this kind of people, first they get good marks, now they are fucking selfish with the knowledge they have, for direct example, myself, i would ask this particular person for something i have no clue about, so this fucker would teach me, which i found out that person would teach me the wrong things, in the end i didnt learn anything, how fucking selfish is that? what? by teaching me i can get higher marks than you? wouldnt it be fun if i could? then i would be laughing at your fucking face.i dont understand this kind of people? what do you get from all this? good grades? then? go to good schools? then? get a job? hahahahaha.. if you are book smart but not street smart, you are fucking going to rot with the books you love so much. hahaha.
ok im done, i hope you fucking people read this, i want you to think like you have no tommorow.

tc!

Day 7 of healing, i forgot to update about the 5th and 6th day of healing, let me sum it up in one post? on the 5th day of school, i went to school, giving a chance to see if i could make it at school, but it was troublesome, i had to wipe my wound for like every 5 to 10 mins, so i decided to stay at home to let the wound heal,

so day 6th, i was at home again, i do the usual stuff people would do at home, then at night, as i was cleaning up the wound, something amazing happened,i managed to like pull out the infection from the wound,i was smiling all the way because its now left for the wound to cover up and my face is back to normal.. wee~

day 7 and im at home,lets see the wound covering up.. haaaa.. im so happy, alhamdulilah =D

Day 4 of healing, my cheeks has finally tone down, now its the infection turn to heal, and i think its going to be longer than the cheeks, im disgusted by the sight of it, hahahaha im going to school tommorow. thats all

my face NOW

Day 3 of healing, its been doing great, my cheeks are back to normal, but my lips is a bit swollen and the infected area, is producing something disgusting which i would not want to describe it here.. wahahaha.. how i feel about this infected area? feels like taking a cutter and cut it, thats how i feel about it,

5 days staright i havent smoke, but i dont feel the urge to do it, wonderful! how about quitting? that would be nice ah? lets see.. my MC is done but i dont think i will be going to school tommorow, heeeeee.. enjoying my life at home, eating sleeping laptop tv then eating sleeping and it goes round and round again.. weee~~~~~... ok see ya XOXOXO <--HAHAHAHA!

Day 2 of Healing, its been fine my cheeks has tone down, but the pain is still there but i must say it was a fast healing process, but still my lips are like angelina jolie, or even more sexy than hers! hahaha

i havent smoke for 3 days! wow,but i want to,but must let my face heal first then i can touch the "magic stick" wahahaha.. ok im bored at home, hi everyone

my left side of my face is bloated, yes.. bloated, and you want to know why it became that way?
usually its due to infection or virus or something like that, but in my case, its due to my pimple!
yes,you saw it right my PIMPLE,so here is an advise for you or you who loves to "kopek" your pimple, DONT DO IT! i have evidence of what will happen if you do it, ask the picture from me alright?

the thought of drinking has always come to mind
i wonder what it really feels getting drunk and talking like a fool
hahaha
wouldnt that be nice?
its like 50-50
should i waste all the years avoiding from it to start it now?
hahaha

i need a new me, i need change
i need to clear off my bad habits
i need a new image for myself
but what will it be?any idea?

the number is old
but my behaviour is not gold
the face doesnt tell the name
and the attitude is the same
i dont know how to change its way
but this is just the way it is

Here's another sunday morning call
Yer hear yer head-a-banging on the door
Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl
Into a day that couldn't give you more
But what for?

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But i'm not sure if it ever works out right
But it's ok. It's all right

When yer lonely and you start to hear
The little voices in your head at night
You will only sniff away the tears
So you can dance until the morning light
At what price?

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But I'm not sure if it ever works out right
But it's ok. It's all right

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
When you take what you want
You don't get hope for free
You need more time
Cos your thoughts and words won't last forever more
And I'm not sure if it'll ever, ever, ever work out right
Will it ever, ever, ever work out right?
Cos it never, never, never works out right

will it ever work out right?

school has been great,all the guys in the class have bonded together even more
now that we are in the second year, i feel that we are more laid back then last year,
oh maybe the worst has yet to come? god knows.
and i have this feeling that is something is not right in my life right? what is it?
i feel empty somehow inside?it is times when im alone and i will wonder to myself,
is everything there for me right now? and my thoughts would be, no, you still have that HUGE empty space to fil in,what is it? this is what you get for eating medicine and not sleeping and eyes half open while watching videos of arctic monkeys peforming 505,what a nice combo to be 'high'
oh well,there goes another day, goodnight people, liverpool vs arsenal in a few hours

i almost forgot,today is my dad's birthday,errrr...how old are you? (:
hahahaha,happy birthday ayah,ily =D

i love HBT

i love my ite classmates

i love my arwah haikal

i love my family

i love susu

but the one i love the most is "you know who you are" :)

happy 1th month my dear, ilysm =D

i feel today(090409), the year 2006 rolling back, i talked to two of my friends which i remember after my N levels we used to chat a lot.hahaha hmmmmm..yah.. btw, my band is going to the studio soon, so watch out guys :D

for a hbt of mine,now i understand why HE treats you this way,i dont get it,why must you make people hate you when they did nothing to you?i really dont get it,you say you dont want people to change you, and now you want to change me?for?tell me?you hate people forcing you?now you are forcing me?i really dont get it,yah im 20,so?must i be a "20" year old?yah my parents are strict and i appreciate that,so what if im scared?so im your fucking target?let me set this straight,now you know why im feel like ignoring you too when you are online,why i dont say this to your face?because i know you wont listen.

oasis made me so high that i felt like in another world, i want them to come again, rock singapore again, everything was perfect on that night, liam's voice was awsome,the music was as usual,spectacular and the crowd was the best i've seen,i even dare to say that singapore's crowd was better than wembley's crowd,awsome. i uploaded some pictures and two videos at my facebook,see how awsome it was XD XD
ok now i gtg,having store meeting later at hq(commonwealth) , so lazy mannnnnnnnnn -__-"

so this week was my first week working at starubcks tampines, and i must say, its a high jump from parkway, and i think its going to take a lot of time to adjust to the "slam", shesssshhh.. if you were part robot and part emotionless human,you could really fit into the system hahaha,so yah,this tuesday would be my first store meeting with the tampines people.

i dreamt of you,i remember this huge field,you and me standing in the center of the field,we did not speak to each other,but i felt really happy when i was standing beside you,even though i knew it was a dream,are you telling me something?

a week
many things have changed
i think i would view this as a turning point in my life
its hard to see how much you care till its not there
im glad that i was close to you before you left
i want you to leave peacefully
of course i've moved on from that
but you will always be in my mind,heart and my prayers
many people's will be too,im sure of that
2 weeks
i didnt expect you to be someone whom i would be with
easy said be close with
at first it was rough and tough
but now we are one
i feel that i really found my "other me"
and im really sure of that
i've changed your life a lot you tell me
i hope you will be there for forever
and i know this will last for long
dont worry
things will be fine
my mind will be in peace one day
as i want arwah to be happy for me
i didnt get to tell him i was with you
but i know right now he is watching over me
i love both of you
right now

when the first day i saw you, i thought you were the one of thoese "typical" guys who would be a pain to have, you didnt talk to me at first. and it didnt help that you were in a different group as me, then fate made us in the same group for our life skills project, then we bonded, and i remember when we stayed late at school to finish our project, i still remember the first time we talked about stuffs and suchs,then i knew that you were not what you seem, like the saying "dont judge a book by its cover" from there i started to be close with you, we would talk about anything and everything, we clicked instanly, then we talk about our past and oh how i found out that we had a lot of things in common, then you knew about my ex which was your schoolmate's little sis, that was funny, and the times you me and shakir went to live & loaded together, i didnt thought you would like gigs and you surprised me again, you enjoyed it. then i had a crush on one of our schoolmate, i asked to to help me get her email and number, and you did what some cant, and know im close to her because of you, we wanted to watch force vomit tonight, but now, you are gone, i still cant accept it that you left us just like that, you told me that you cant wait to head to poly but will be missing us, and i still remember you asking some of us this question " will you guys miss me when im gone?" and i answered,of course we will miss you but its not as though we wont see you when you are in poly, but now, you are gone, not in poly but in my life, you brought me joy and laughter that not many could bring to my life, i love you so much, and i still remember you hugged me when we saw the last time, so how i wished i could hug you for one more time, i still cant believe that you left us haikal,you were the one friend i wish i could have forever, now that you are gone, i cant say to you how much you meant to me, im really going to miss you haikal,we all are ='((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

its almost 3am,im sleeping soon,im happy right now
thanks to myself,crazy uh thanking myself for making myself happy
oh well,i told myself this a few times, i really need to do this
well,the thing is, i have no time,but it is still important
i really need to change this two important stuffs
i really need to change my atm card and my ic
both are turning into jigsaw puzzle!!
ahahah
oh yeah,to rub it in, man u lost 2-0,got two players sent off and liverpool won 5-0 and gerrad grabbing himself a hat-trick.. how awwwsomeee :D

13 more daysssss to OASIS! weeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

this is sad
but i feel that the people i know the most are the most dissapointing people i have in my life right now
now i understand why a friend left them
oh well, at least i have others to look forward to

the 14th of march 2009, the best so far
and this is my 105th post.

i really miss hugging someone i love, when was the last i hugged a girl? errrr... a year ago? damn,seriously, i need to feel that warm hug from someone i really care & love, very mushy uh? i know.. but what to do? this is how i really feel.and what was i thinking about doing "that"? damn i need to set my mind straight

time to brainwash my mind and my soul(cehhhhh!)

i got to take criticism and make me a better person,but i still havent figure out how to.any kind of criticism has always bring me down,makes me lose hope anf give up easily,that the problem with me,i cant handle criticism well.i really need to do something about this,but im sometimes really prone to mistakes and some people dont have the fucking patience to accept me for what i am,people say that noboday is perfect and i cant understand why some people are so naive thinking that everyone should be like them,im getting out of my point am i?what i am trying to say is that i really need to change my mindset of getting fucked from left right up and down from this kind of people and use it to my advantage.

on a lighter note,or maybe a bit of shading,nevermind what i said,i am cashless right now!some people still owe me money and havent paid,im no loan shark but hey,you said you wanted to pay,so cmon!because i need the money for two very important reasons, one being that i need it for my practical lesson and the next REALLY important reason is that OASIS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE 5TH APRIL!!please people..before i turn to a loan shark >=( [O$P$] jeng jeng

tommorow crackerjack is performing at cineleisure at 9pm,i want to head there, but now,there is no one who wants to go, i mean i havent asked anyone yet and next week is my exams,what timing is all this things happening? haha thats all people,bye,get lost,sleep if you are reading this late at night,go and pray if you are reading this duirng praying hours...bla...bla...bla...bla...

oh well, had my last(i know,im sad too) store meeting and talking about out coffee presentation.i dont remember the date we will be having it but hey.. do come down ok? im in charge of the games!(musical chair? hahaha!) and i got tips again,how much?lets just say i got enough to buy me a nasi & a drink =D

so after the meeting,me haikal & shakir went to L&L,we were rushing but thank god we made it there ! hahaha the first few bands were alright until west grand came on.. wooooo! btw i wore slippers going there! how great am i? haha

exams are in a week and im 50% prepared for it, my e maths is alright but mr wee nai's module, im having a lot of doubts about it

wish me luck then.. till here..

people will appericate someone's prescence if they are not there, how typical of you to feel that way,goodbye

thanks to fiza, haikal(my classmate), firah, shakir, hafiz(my classmate), dil, sheena, zura(ex-classmate), manda, beng, dan, mel for the birthday wish by text msg me! love you all! XD
thanks to dan(my classmate), salleh, seha, ira-shaz(err.. even though i didnt even talk to you?), shakir & frendo(both my classmates and for the stupid spam,fuckers), hairi, madel, hidayah(ex-classmate), estella, haikal(my classmate,PP! =D ), majid, my little sisiter, ramona(my ex-classmates's gf?), nur, shela, anusha, baleegha, sunil, azhar, sheena, renugah,suhailah(ex-classmate), hamza, susi, haikal(nordy baxter), sara(ex-classmate), gwen,petom, mr jeffrey aw, zilah(ex-classmate), fadhil, nabilah razak, liyana(ex-classmate), magdalene, wind(classmate), khaleeda, zheng zhong(classmate), addy cradle for the birthday wish at facebook,friendster & myspace! =D

im finally 20.shessssh.

*thinking to myself*
hello adulthood
bye teenager life
but......
there are still people who see me as a kid
who?
well they are close to me
they have seen me grown
well i cant blame them
oh well,
my mom asked me what i would like to get for my birthday
what should i get?
hmmmmmmmm..
i know!
i wont tell you guys what it is.hehe

(1+1)x10=?

dear that someone,

i just wanted to knew you because you look like someone i know/knew, so i just randomly get to know you,we talk crap, we laughed at each other's lame jokes, we click instantly, and i was thinking to myself, when was the last time i felt this way? so i tired to get to know you better,at first it was hard, but slowly you opened up your heart and mind to me, and i knew that, you and me, are no different.after a while, i thought to myself,will it be lovely?will it work out? thats for us to know, right now, i only see you and me in this world

sincerly,
dyy =)

just some random pictures? haha

sleeping at 5pm to 6pm gives you sinful dreams, im not kidding

there is happiness in every sad moment in life, guess i have to deal with a sad moment to have a happy moment. im blogging crap, sorry people =D

haaaaaaaaaaaa... just watch, this is what i have been waiting fooooor!!
MUST MUST MUST MUST WATCH =D

cover this song guys? =D

Helter Skelter - The Beatles

slowly but surely this feeling will fade away
im slowly starting to give up
no signs or not even a hint
i dont know
cause right now i can find reasons to be happy without you
HBT?ite classmates?dee?smudge?nur?
these people can make me smile
can you give me that wide smile i need?
hopefully you will =(

project project project!!!!
this is lifeeeeee-nat
al-natasha
natural disaster at simei, death toll 0, injured 0, found 1 cat lying there -______-"
XD XD XD

results in a few hours, and i'll be checking it online? which make things even worse, im afraid right now, even worse than last year and how i felt when i was waiting for both of my N level results.
but im more eager to go to poly for some reasons,lets say many reasons ;)
wish me many luck pleaseeee... i want this to turn out right.
and also good to thoese waiting for their results like i am.
goodnight everyone =D


yesterday,two things happened which i didnt expect it to happen,yes,you must expect the unexpected. XD

"welcome to starbucks parkway"

since i got my half pay,i got to buy stuffs which i really need right now
but i dont know where to get nice,cheap and unique stuffs
here is what i need
-shorts(kakis/bermudas/3/4)
-bag(backpack please,no sling)
-shoes
-two more polo tees

tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me fassssssssssssssssssteer!

another questions and this has nothing to do with what i need,its just i want to know from you people, and no craps please thank you.

what do you think of having a friend of a different gender who is much younger than you?
what do you think?is it bad?opinions people! go go go!

XD XD

for fiza;try to figure out how am i feeling eh.. by listening to this song and see the lyrics. XD XD XD enjoyyyy!

the heart say this the mind say that
the eyes sees the truth but the lips tell lies
im hearing false but understanding the truth
this post is for that someone,
i hope you do understand what im trying to say

i know im kinda a bit late but HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL WHO HAVE BEEN READING THIS BLOG FOR THE PAST 2008. weeee.. 2008 is a fast and low year i must say.why i say that? i still remember the last min of 2007 when i was talking with someone till 2008 and we didnt notice it.haha

let hear the story of muhd hadi's 2008 aite?aite?(bebual mcm seorang tu)haha
the start of 2008, i was still working at SATS with kel & lan.we stopped around feb i remembered?oh working there made me open up my eyes to the worst "makcik" i have known in my life, i dont want to "malukan" dier so if you want to know ask me personally.then got my O levels results,you should know the rest.so i got to ITE tampines,my big brother's former school too.i was in mechatronics(cool name uh?yah cool habisan nye)and got to know that raj(my ex-classmate in sec 5) was in the same class as me.haha.then slowly HBT begin to form.hmmm.i took my private O level.hmmm. and finally,im like proud to say this, i was single throughout 2008! huahuahuahauahuahauhauahauhau! ok enough.

what is my new yeaR Resolution?hmmmmmmm..to make my 'R' peRfect!hahahahahaha. my otheR wishes foR this year is to pass my maths & science veRy well so that i can join my otheR fRiends in TP! get a licence(that was what i wanted last yeaR.)and foR bonus, a GF! hahahahahaha!
ok thats all, 2009 here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.(notice all the Rs?)
oh i almost foRgot, im going to be a 20cents soon(phm2 je la eh koRang)
XD