i got to take criticism and make me a better person,but i still havent figure out how to.any kind of criticism has always bring me down,makes me lose hope anf give up easily,that the problem with me,i cant handle criticism well.i really need to do something about this,but im sometimes really prone to mistakes and some people dont have the fucking patience to accept me for what i am,people say that noboday is perfect and i cant understand why some people are so naive thinking that everyone should be like them,im getting out of my point am i?what i am trying to say is that i really need to change my mindset of getting fucked from left right up and down from this kind of people and use it to my advantage.

on a lighter note,or maybe a bit of shading,nevermind what i said,i am cashless right now!some people still owe me money and havent paid,im no loan shark but hey,you said you wanted to pay,so cmon!because i need the money for two very important reasons, one being that i need it for my practical lesson and the next REALLY important reason is that OASIS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE 5TH APRIL!!please people..before i turn to a loan shark >=( [O$P$] jeng jeng

tommorow crackerjack is performing at cineleisure at 9pm,i want to head there, but now,there is no one who wants to go, i mean i havent asked anyone yet and next week is my exams,what timing is all this things happening? haha thats all people,bye,get lost,sleep if you are reading this late at night,go and pray if you are reading this duirng praying hours...bla...bla...bla...bla...