since now i got the time in the world, i really really want to express what is in my mind now from happy things to sad stuffs to people i want to slap their faces..

ok first is the happy thoughts,errrr... holidays are near? errr... my face is back to normal but the scar is still there? errr..step 1 is clear, now to step 2 XD, see.. i dont have many happy thoughts now, ok yah! i slept the whole day(saturday) like a freaking pig! niceeeee
i got nothing to be sad actually to tell you the truth, more like content,is that the right word to use it?

ok this is the "i want the slap the faces of this people" thoughts, its not only happening to people i dont know but to people i know too, before i say anything, i would like to say sorry first if i offended any of you reading this section where im going to say many bad things bout this type of people,
i cant stand this kind of people. what kind of people you ask? the people who get really good grades and still got the balls or for girls no balls to say this(for example this particular person got an A for their maths and his/her score was 80) "ehhhh, i could have gotten full marks if i didnt do this bla bla bla" WTF??!! you got an A!! what more do you want? if you still got full marks, does it change the grade? yes? of course its a NO fucker!! this is what you call greedy and fucking cunt, i really feel like slapping this people with a horse dick to make them wake up and realise to be happy with what they have, fuck. if i got a B i would be so happy, i think this kind of people would die not getting an A,or easy said full marks, thats why there are cases of students killing themself.. hahaa.. they are stupid, smart with the books but dumb with their own minds.
back to this kind of people, first they get good marks, now they are fucking selfish with the knowledge they have, for direct example, myself, i would ask this particular person for something i have no clue about, so this fucker would teach me, which i found out that person would teach me the wrong things, in the end i didnt learn anything, how fucking selfish is that? what? by teaching me i can get higher marks than you? wouldnt it be fun if i could? then i would be laughing at your fucking face.i dont understand this kind of people? what do you get from all this? good grades? then? go to good schools? then? get a job? hahahahaha.. if you are book smart but not street smart, you are fucking going to rot with the books you love so much. hahaha.
ok im done, i hope you fucking people read this, i want you to think like you have no tommorow.

tc!

Day 7 of healing, i forgot to update about the 5th and 6th day of healing, let me sum it up in one post? on the 5th day of school, i went to school, giving a chance to see if i could make it at school, but it was troublesome, i had to wipe my wound for like every 5 to 10 mins, so i decided to stay at home to let the wound heal,

so day 6th, i was at home again, i do the usual stuff people would do at home, then at night, as i was cleaning up the wound, something amazing happened,i managed to like pull out the infection from the wound,i was smiling all the way because its now left for the wound to cover up and my face is back to normal.. wee~

day 7 and im at home,lets see the wound covering up.. haaaa.. im so happy, alhamdulilah =D

Day 4 of healing, my cheeks has finally tone down, now its the infection turn to heal, and i think its going to be longer than the cheeks, im disgusted by the sight of it, hahahaha im going to school tommorow. thats all

my face NOW

Day 3 of healing, its been doing great, my cheeks are back to normal, but my lips is a bit swollen and the infected area, is producing something disgusting which i would not want to describe it here.. wahahaha.. how i feel about this infected area? feels like taking a cutter and cut it, thats how i feel about it,

5 days staright i havent smoke, but i dont feel the urge to do it, wonderful! how about quitting? that would be nice ah? lets see.. my MC is done but i dont think i will be going to school tommorow, heeeeee.. enjoying my life at home, eating sleeping laptop tv then eating sleeping and it goes round and round again.. weee~~~~~... ok see ya XOXOXO <--HAHAHAHA!

Day 2 of Healing, its been fine my cheeks has tone down, but the pain is still there but i must say it was a fast healing process, but still my lips are like angelina jolie, or even more sexy than hers! hahaha

i havent smoke for 3 days! wow,but i want to,but must let my face heal first then i can touch the "magic stick" wahahaha.. ok im bored at home, hi everyone

my left side of my face is bloated, yes.. bloated, and you want to know why it became that way?
usually its due to infection or virus or something like that, but in my case, its due to my pimple!
yes,you saw it right my PIMPLE,so here is an advise for you or you who loves to "kopek" your pimple, DONT DO IT! i have evidence of what will happen if you do it, ask the picture from me alright?

the thought of drinking has always come to mind
i wonder what it really feels getting drunk and talking like a fool
hahaha
wouldnt that be nice?
its like 50-50
should i waste all the years avoiding from it to start it now?
hahaha

i need a new me, i need change
i need to clear off my bad habits
i need a new image for myself
but what will it be?any idea?

the number is old
but my behaviour is not gold
the face doesnt tell the name
and the attitude is the same
i dont know how to change its way
but this is just the way it is