why cant i be happy for the things i have right now and be sad at the things i dont? sometimes i feel that i neglect the little things i have because the little things that i have are the best things i have in my life right now.

im starting from square one.i want to bulid a new me.with some old heads coming back to my life and new ones helping me.im making a new circle.my circle of life

PS. im not a bunga ok you know who likes to call me that XD