why cant i be happy for the things i have right now and be sad at the things i dont? sometimes i feel that i neglect the little things i have because the little things that i have are the best things i have in my life right now.

im starting from square one.i want to bulid a new me.with some old heads coming back to my life and new ones helping me.im making a new circle.my circle of life

PS. im not a bunga ok you know who likes to call me that XD

3Ds 2Ns With Cousins & Family To Malaysia

actually i just came back a few hours ago from malaysia, and see! am i so nice to update you on where i have been going the past three days! XD

but the thing bout the holidays was... i didnt get to buy a freaking thing, i mean in terms of clothes.. if you know what i mean, but i bought lots of chewing gum which cost R30($14?) yah.. so puas aku chew2 ,later my cheeks have 6 pack! sweeeeeetttttttttttt!! and i bought a box of ciggs only.. how to.. ada banyak mata around me and i was the only one that smoke.. shessssssh, at least better than nothing.. we didnt managed to go to much place when we were on at cameron highland cause it was usually raining.what to do, musim hujan mah! but we manged to go to some beautiful places, relaxing enough for me, and i ate a lot man.. i think enough to cover for three days, which i ate for a day, get me? nvm.. but overall it was fun, going out with cousins and traveling together, maybe we will be going again next yr? im not sure..

pictures will be uploaded soon ok people?
and i havent decide wherther i want to go to school later..
if you are reading this right now and you see me online.. that means im "besarkan pantat" at home XD

this is earth , by our friend guss

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

before im 30.. i need to...

-collect enough money to live on my own

-get any type of transportation, either 4 wheels or 2 wheels

-perform at any concert which involves hundreds of people watching us(smudge)

-go overseas with all my close friends eg. europe or australia to be exact

-get a job which provides me with lots of cash!!haha

-have hair as long as a girl's.. possible whatttt

-get a girlfriend who can change me, guide me, show me, and teach me the wonders of life and of course marry her later in life ;D

-find all my lost cousins, i dont even know where to start!

-watch a match at my favourite football club's stadium..Anfield.. Liverpool!

-repay back my parents all the love and sacrifice they have done for me

-pray more

impossible? nothing is impossible.. XD

sorry lovely readers who always read my blog, thank you so much, i love you all, feel like giving a huge bacin hug! who wants one? i know i haven't been updating frequently but what to do, i had my O levels maths & science a few weeks  ago and i had put out my greatest effort out so whatever results i will receive,im proud that i prepared myself better than last year.

so what is happening in my life right now? im catching up with ite studies, thank god that i dont have any "simpati" teachers this term, i am also thankful that my maths teacher is interesting and also thankful that my friends are willing to teach me cause they have been doing the same thing over weeks.im writing this whole para as though i have won a huge awards. crap cake.

i have been selected for student seminar...(what's the thing call again aisah?), at first i thought it would be interesting to be learning new skills, but i found out today that the training will be held from jan 2009 to june 2009, lets see, i will be getting my results around mid-jan, and INSYALLAH, i will be posted to any poly, it would be april.. soooo.. HOW??!! tsk... this is what is in my and kals mind right now, we want to jump ship if we manage to get a high score on our Os.so yeah.we have to make a decision soon.time is against us!

oh well, i thought i would be stress free after O level.. but.. no.. this.. had.. too.. appear.. thanks.. eh..

airah, if you are reading this, dont worry, you have many friends like me! and yes. imy too XD