since i had nothing to do just now, after webcaming with a long lost lover.*kening naik2*, i decided to bloghopping(which means go to random blogs), then i went to my beloved "boncet" beng's blog and click on "Zareeza", as i click it, i look at her profile picture, then i remembered, " isnt this the bestfriend of the late rakinah?" so i browse through her links and saw rakinah's link and decided to read her blog, i know its been a few months but when i read her last post, it makes me sad that zareeza had to lose a bestfriend at a young age.
rakinah is a simple girl,she was a schoolmate of mine at east view sec,she took 'O' levels too,and she got great marks as i was told by another close of of mine,oh how she could succed in the future.i cant imagine losing a close friend whom i have known for years.i have yet to exprience it, and i dont want to,not now.i can understand what zareeza feels right now,empty,as she said in her blog "another half of her is lost".losing a bestfriend is the worse thing someone could exprience.
another friend whom i just knew this year too, was quite close to her too, and i guess he took it hard too,he would be devastated,to be in his shoes right now,the feeling is worse than breaking up as you know that you cant do anything about it,be strong,to you know who you are.
in case you dont know who she is, shes the one beside the spongebob ballon,
Al-fatihah.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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