Your mind is extremely sharp today, and you are eager to discover some new ideas.

there is a problem to that, my mind doesnt know what new things i want to discover, and this mind of mine is still undecided of what new things i want to discover or learn or find out.and its also not helping that i have friends which have different interest in everything, a group of friends is sometimes enough to me but what can i do? Most of HBT are in poly while im in ITE tamp, and both groups of friends share different kinds of goals and dreams. and i dont know which one to choose.its not that i cant think on my own, its that when i share my goals or dreams,thier opinion will have an effect on me which really is my biggest weakness right now.i cant decide which is best for me right now.as for now,i will do things step by step.

so the first thing i did was to find a job cause im fucking broke and its hard that i smoke eat twice a day at school and have lots of things to buy.so thats first.if i get a job.other things could wait.and my studies are ok ok.im weak in this particular module and im not improving.got to buck up,i know that MAYBE i will be there a year but i need to learn if i manage to get a engineering course in TP or any other poly.well,till here, enjoy what you have people.take care.