Your mind is extremely sharp today, and you are eager to discover some new ideas.

there is a problem to that, my mind doesnt know what new things i want to discover, and this mind of mine is still undecided of what new things i want to discover or learn or find out.and its also not helping that i have friends which have different interest in everything, a group of friends is sometimes enough to me but what can i do? Most of HBT are in poly while im in ITE tamp, and both groups of friends share different kinds of goals and dreams. and i dont know which one to choose.its not that i cant think on my own, its that when i share my goals or dreams,thier opinion will have an effect on me which really is my biggest weakness right now.i cant decide which is best for me right now.as for now,i will do things step by step.

so the first thing i did was to find a job cause im fucking broke and its hard that i smoke eat twice a day at school and have lots of things to buy.so thats first.if i get a job.other things could wait.and my studies are ok ok.im weak in this particular module and im not improving.got to buck up,i know that MAYBE i will be there a year but i need to learn if i manage to get a engineering course in TP or any other poly.well,till here, enjoy what you have people.take care.

DID YOU KNOW?

ok, its no big deal anyway.. anyone still remember the book singing to the dawn? or sing to the dawn or sing.... whatever it is.. still remember that book? when we were in sec 1 or sec 2, we had that book for literature.. there is going to be a animated movie movie about the book and is produced by locals.. great isnt it? and yes.. one more thing.. there is going to be talking animal.. hahah!

oh well, not interested about the stupid info.. who cares?? well life been great and everything is going well.. and my circle of friends is growing bigger and bigger.. and i love it.. i sound like a geek jumping on his bed.. oh well.. this is a happy post isnt it dee? hahaha.. laugh!

isnt it beautiful not meeting someone for a long long long time? it really is.. when you meet them after a long long long time, they will either change or still be the same old them.. you will miss some you will forget some, but no matter what.. you will still have a thought of them in the back in your mind, the people who you always think about is the one you really care about.. so take 5 mins to do this, close your eyes,dont sleep uh! and write, say or say in your heart, who is the first names who comes into your mind? the names you mention is the one who will be in your life forever, whether they are with you or not.. meet your love ones before they leave this world.

everyone in life have or must have a dream or ambition. dont care whether you are a killer, a mad man, a single mum.. what i mean is it doesnt matter who you are.. you got to have dreams.. for instance.. a killer's dreams is to kill that someone they hate.. a mad man dream is.... (fill in the blanks).. and a single mum's dream is to see her sons or daugthers grow up to be someone..
what if you have dreams.. but you know it is impossible to achieve it?what would you do?give up?
and what if that someone's life depends on that dream which is impossible to achieve?no purpose in life?
take a few seconds to reflect..

oh yah! happy mother's day to all the mothers in the world!

ntaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

is it wrong to hope?
to look into the sky and say "what comes tommorow would be better than today"
is it wrong to have high hopes?
it could be wrong or right
right to have high hopes as you have something to look forward to in life
wrong to have high hopes as it will crush you
life is about risking and hoping and doing the best you can
if you dont risk, you will not learn nothing
if you dont hope, your life is meaningless
if you dont do the best you can, might as well you dig your own grave right now
try telling this to someone has put high hopes, risked everything and did he or her best
will it change anything in his or her mind?
i doubt so.

For The Die Hard Fans Of Chocolate,This Post is For You!

chocolate doesnt really makes you fat, it actually a good food for our body!
hahaha.but of course,dont go eating a whole truck of chocolate. enjoy reading!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080428/hl_nm/chocolate_pregnancy_dc;_ylt=AjUlFJAy8syF7fVP6XfJKTTVJRIF