sorry this was late but thanks for the celebration guys

have you ever regretted saying or doing something knowing that you could did or do something about it and you cant let go of the regret? well, i am feeling it right now, please tell me why i cant let you go, its not that i love you or what, or maybe you are hard to let go, like a friend? whom i really really like? we had this chemistry, please give me one chance before you leave? =((

i feel like typing something, but i dont know where to start?

whens your solo album coming out? your brother is coming out with one soon

so much for not blogging anymore

feb the number 21,
march graduation, class chalet, BANGKOK

then from there onwards, i dont know, work?
then NS?

and i want to make music again. so much for reopening the interest in it guys

>=(

dot dot dot

http://dyyhadii.tumblr.com/

im blogging again, but not here

goodbye blog, it was fun while it lasted, i dont think i need you anymore,
maybe ill will post a random rant or two but expect anything more than that,
friends and love ones, please find me to know my recent activites ,
i will link some blogs/websites for your pleasure or entertaiment,
i will bring my tagboard back and leave a msg if you want me to link you or something

yours truly
dyy hadi

i feel like blogging right now

things have been like a river, flowing without any rocks in the way, im feeling content i guess, (macam paham aku nye last line)



i wanna talk about this "topic" which have been bothering me for awhile, since i left my secondary school days, i've met different kinds of people and i must say, its hard to be with all kinds of different people and try to agree with them to what they have to say, cause i know people who loves music, sports, bikes and many other kinds of interest/hobby, so sometimes i wonder, can one person be all? i think there is a possibility it could happen, but it would take a lot of hard work to do that, imagine someone having a band and the next day have a football match then the following day have a bike competiton, thats why human stick to one kind of hobbies or interest.and the hardest part is that, when one side have something to say about the other side, when one side doesnt understand the other side, you get what i mean? it bothers me because i lovee all three, and maybe i think too much haha

hello sorrow
you have come to play
to make my day
to turn light into dark

never have been this low
time moving real slow
hope to feel this time
with all your might

you giggle
you enjoy
im nuts
im sober

you are something
something i cant fight
cause you are me
yes i am you


im going nuts,can you understand what im trying to say people?

what kind of life do you want to live in? the happy go lucky guy who fullfill his time enjoying life to the max knowing that if he would to die he knows that he enjoyed life the way he wanted or the serious guy who get everything that he wishes for and fullfill his goals in life and when when he die he knows that he had done everything he wanted to do in life?

side track i have watch transformers revenge of the fallen and i must say i dont mind watching it again at the movies cause its worth every penny i spend on, everything was just nice, shia, megan fox,the robots,the story line, the action scenes,the comedy 9/10 i must say
go watch it!!

the more you hold something back, the more it will get worse, here is my message for both of you, if i turn out worst than what you thought, blame yourself for holding me back, yes both f you mom and dad

first i want to have hair like the picture below,



























then i want to perform on stages like this,



but its all in my wildest dreams right now, :(

even though she is far, i think she is the closest to HBT who knows me inside out,

its you syafirah, since you kindly wrote about me in your blog, now is my turn.
yup, like you said, we dont see eye to eye that often but we keep in touch with each other, thank you for technology. we share stories from family to friends to love life.thank you for being my listening ear. we should hang out soon.

in their eyes, im still a kid
in my eyes, i see no prize
what can i do?
i have to do something?
but to what extent?
sometimes feel like running
but to where?
who will be there?
and this doesnt help when a girl kept pestering me
how annoying
what a life i have
sorry for the emo post,
goodnight people
enjoy the videos i just posted in my videos box
thanks :)

since now i got the time in the world, i really really want to express what is in my mind now from happy things to sad stuffs to people i want to slap their faces..

ok first is the happy thoughts,errrr... holidays are near? errr... my face is back to normal but the scar is still there? errr..step 1 is clear, now to step 2 XD, see.. i dont have many happy thoughts now, ok yah! i slept the whole day(saturday) like a freaking pig! niceeeee
i got nothing to be sad actually to tell you the truth, more like content,is that the right word to use it?

ok this is the "i want the slap the faces of this people" thoughts, its not only happening to people i dont know but to people i know too, before i say anything, i would like to say sorry first if i offended any of you reading this section where im going to say many bad things bout this type of people,
i cant stand this kind of people. what kind of people you ask? the people who get really good grades and still got the balls or for girls no balls to say this(for example this particular person got an A for their maths and his/her score was 80) "ehhhh, i could have gotten full marks if i didnt do this bla bla bla" WTF??!! you got an A!! what more do you want? if you still got full marks, does it change the grade? yes? of course its a NO fucker!! this is what you call greedy and fucking cunt, i really feel like slapping this people with a horse dick to make them wake up and realise to be happy with what they have, fuck. if i got a B i would be so happy, i think this kind of people would die not getting an A,or easy said full marks, thats why there are cases of students killing themself.. hahaa.. they are stupid, smart with the books but dumb with their own minds.
back to this kind of people, first they get good marks, now they are fucking selfish with the knowledge they have, for direct example, myself, i would ask this particular person for something i have no clue about, so this fucker would teach me, which i found out that person would teach me the wrong things, in the end i didnt learn anything, how fucking selfish is that? what? by teaching me i can get higher marks than you? wouldnt it be fun if i could? then i would be laughing at your fucking face.i dont understand this kind of people? what do you get from all this? good grades? then? go to good schools? then? get a job? hahahahaha.. if you are book smart but not street smart, you are fucking going to rot with the books you love so much. hahaha.
ok im done, i hope you fucking people read this, i want you to think like you have no tommorow.

tc!

Day 7 of healing, i forgot to update about the 5th and 6th day of healing, let me sum it up in one post? on the 5th day of school, i went to school, giving a chance to see if i could make it at school, but it was troublesome, i had to wipe my wound for like every 5 to 10 mins, so i decided to stay at home to let the wound heal,

so day 6th, i was at home again, i do the usual stuff people would do at home, then at night, as i was cleaning up the wound, something amazing happened,i managed to like pull out the infection from the wound,i was smiling all the way because its now left for the wound to cover up and my face is back to normal.. wee~

day 7 and im at home,lets see the wound covering up.. haaaa.. im so happy, alhamdulilah =D

Day 4 of healing, my cheeks has finally tone down, now its the infection turn to heal, and i think its going to be longer than the cheeks, im disgusted by the sight of it, hahahaha im going to school tommorow. thats all

my face NOW

Day 3 of healing, its been doing great, my cheeks are back to normal, but my lips is a bit swollen and the infected area, is producing something disgusting which i would not want to describe it here.. wahahaha.. how i feel about this infected area? feels like taking a cutter and cut it, thats how i feel about it,

5 days staright i havent smoke, but i dont feel the urge to do it, wonderful! how about quitting? that would be nice ah? lets see.. my MC is done but i dont think i will be going to school tommorow, heeeeee.. enjoying my life at home, eating sleeping laptop tv then eating sleeping and it goes round and round again.. weee~~~~~... ok see ya XOXOXO <--HAHAHAHA!