watch this!

smudge is back? ;)

yes star, i miss slacking at ernyvoid & boardwalk too, easy said, i miss slacking everyday with HBT, i miss wasting time under the void deck, talking cock, even things that arent funny we laughed as though it is the funniest thing in the world.since secondary school days were done, i must admit that i am one of them, we are starting to have our own lives. and thats so sad, even me and star, fuck, 7 years dude, stayback pon same kelas! hahaha, this sounds sooooo gay.. hahaha but before he had astuty, it would be always be me him taufik and guss, guss is now an MP, understand understood he cant see us that often. taufik is a working man now, so its rare to see him in daylight, so now i will always meet star, like once a week nowadays? damn.i dont want beng nat din to drift apart from me. the dunman guys, thank god that majid is in the same school as me, kel & dan? it is so rare to see the two of them, amanda? i think she has new friends.oh i want to rewind to when we just finished O levels.i miss that time

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the first title of many posts

stop me from this fall
help me pick myself up
so much have i missed
and its not stopping
im like a body without a soul
help me pick myself up
an unclear road in my blury eyes
what am i suppose to be
maybe i dont believe in the almighty
but he hasnt given me a sign
a sign he is around
help me pick myself up
please give me a huge star
a star that will bright me up
even in the darkest of hours

nice?hahaha

thank god everything went smoothly,so we had the HBT & friends raya outing yesterday,how many people were there? too much, yes! a lot,overall,it was fun and majid as usual, his craps, and amir! hahahaha!

oh well,im lazy to update everything but like they say,let the pictures do the talking aite?

so had my third raya outing with family yesterday

headed to choa chu kang first, saw my late grandfather's(father's) brother,looking at him sometimes reminded me of my late datuk,sedih you know. hahaha cause i was still young to understand what is death.moving on,headed to queensway,and i saw looking some lady looking like firah,yes firah, i saw someone looking exactly like you!i was shocked at first to see the lady,i had to look at her a few times to confrim that it wasnt firah. hahaha.then headed to bedok next,my mom's uncle,he was half paralyzed and telling bout his.... maybe i shouldnt say this here, tooooo personal..then headed to my kelas agama's house, then to my uncle's house then headed back home.

Os in a few weeks time and im starting to feel that i have no motivation on taking it? seriously,its hari raya, damn the timing, but i cant blame it cant i? if i want to go to poly,musnt i be motivated?oh well....

im still happy that i got gpa of 3, let me tell you the reasons why ok?
NO 1.im like 40% studying in class and 60% making the teachers mad
NO 2.i beat the mr "know everything", he told me he studied like a few months before the exams while i studied a few days..ok not a few days, a few HOURS before the actual paper itself and i got the same gpa as him.hahaha!
NO 3.i proved wrong to lots of people that saying that i would not get good marks.ha!look whos smart now?hahaha
but still,me mom having a high expectation of me,getting 3 is for her,is ok-ok only,it could be a blessing in disguise?thats my mom for you.haha

lastly,the previous post,if you dumb dumb dont understand it,im not in love,i dont like any girls right now,im just talking about a good friend of mine and whats her situation right now,bollocks.see ya!

ahhhhh,see anything strange bout this picture??(below)

maybe you threw me high in the sky and im still hoping for you to catch me, but im so called hanging in the sky? but i know and dont know that you would catch me at the bottom,but you have strings attached to a big metal ball, and i think you want me to to cut it and let you go but...

whats this feeling?
am i into you?
i know that you want my attention.
maybe its just that you want from me?
nothing more?
shessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssh!

maybe the next time we meet i will know?
see you in a weeks time,cant wait(hehe)

see!a year plus being single,this is whats happening in this mixed up mind of mine.

bye
get lost

hello readers out there, im here to wish all muslim readers selamat hari raya. see the pictures? why only one? i dont know, but i know i slept almost half of the day, cause i didnt sleep the day before.
more pictures will be uploaded soon i guess.see,susu too wants to celebrate hari raya,but too bad susu,you are scared of the outdoors.. see.. talking crap.. hahaha




just in case you want to know.. i got gpa of 3 for my first term!
weeeeeeeeeee... sweettttttttttttttttt
=)))))))))))))))))))))